My black fren .. eh, ex fren

I tunggu you ni, kak su..
I mmg dah lama tunggu you..

Buat apa you tunggu i?

Tadi tu what i told you, i was just informing you about work.. you shouldnt say "so what"!

I didnt say "so what", i just said "so?" .. i can still remember..

You want everybody to know that we are fighting ke kak su?
I really respected you, you know.. (ini dicakap dgn nada marah & geram.. )

(Aik, budak itam ni, marah aku pulak?)

Sudahlah, i malas dah. It's okay. Kalu i ada buat salah, i mintak maaflah ye?

No, it's not okay, kak su.. bla bla bla bla da da da ....

I do my work, you do yours, if you cannot stand talking to me, you can email me..

(Tahan diri dari marah lagi, be cool Su, dia ni sakit sikit and also she's got lots and lots of personal problems at home... I just wonder kalu dia betui2 nak bebaik, why cant she just say it nicely and slowly like a normal mature person, without being sooo angry like that.. ini ke kata2 seorang pakar motivasi, pakar kaunseling... kepada seorang kawan?)

So, i've concluded here.. dia bukannya nak berbaik dan diapun bukannya jadi apa2 kalu tak bergurau senda or masuk dalam senarai kawan baik aku. Biarlah kawan2 aku sikit, asalkan mereka semua berkualiti dan menghargai aku sebagai aku..

Biarlah aku ketepikan dia, kalu pada dia aku ni asik nak menyusahkan dia, aku ni asik nak mengata umpat dia... lantaklah. As long as i know where i stand. If you feel you are good, than, be it lah.. i really dont care that much, just dont try to interfere with my life and my work and jangan nak buat citer tak baik pasal aku pulak merata2.

Aku tak rugi perpuluhan satu senpun without you. Tuhan itu Maha Tahu dan Maha Kaya dan aku berlindung denganNya!